silence please

“In the monastery, at night we practice what we call the ‘Great Silence’. In the absence of talk we can understand what lies beyond.”

Begona Miguel

coming back

how about leaving and coming back?

life can be this complicated...

how strong could a connection be?

dream of quick glances

there is one person whom I connect through the eyes and soul...

and is leaving...how can that be hurting?

would he feel the same as I?

my dream last night was horrible...in that same place we were together...

only the quick glances made us closer...

i think this is goodbye...

suppossedly my house

That house of my boss gives me an eerie-feeling that if I am to afford one, that would exactly be the house that I will be buying.

no visitors

I did not have any visitors in my blog lately?

Sometimes I like it...because I like this space to be mine alone.

Sometimes its lonely because I am alone here.

committed

Commitment

I have given my word to my former employer.  Last June 22, I do not know what the stars are telling me but with the 3 hours meeting, I am back.

I have lots of issues with the company but with the meeting I hope all will be refined when I come back.

I said something before that, I usually do not go back to my employers...I think I am in another roller coaster ride.


I pray...that after I come back all the things that were settled be given and hope that I will be protected too...I think basically its the only thing an employee is looking forward to - to an employer.

refreshing

One of my friends who makes me laugh is Koi.  His presence make me young again and he always take pictures.  So when I am with him, I oftentimes get lots of documentation of my day's activities. There was no work yesterday and again having spent time with Koi and visitors of my children was "refreshing".