family

worth keeping

i got one email today with that title...

for such a long time I have not forwarded to family and friends such an email...

i might have even received that before but just the same i sent it out...

what is worth keeping?

of course aside from what is given to me as my family and friends, there are persons that I will always remember...

they might not even know that they have carved a space in my heart...

doubts

towards the end of what I am doing...

is it safe out there?  for the next four months,
there should be something that should turn my life 360 degrees turn...

can a commitment be broken?  i hate it when I make commitments...

for what I cannot have

there is time...for what i really want.

there is reason...for what i cannot have.

where am I really going?

or do I have to go...

silence please

“In the monastery, at night we practice what we call the ‘Great Silence’. In the absence of talk we can understand what lies beyond.”

Begona Miguel

coming back

how about leaving and coming back?

life can be this complicated...

how strong could a connection be?

dream of quick glances

there is one person whom I connect through the eyes and soul...

and is leaving...how can that be hurting?

would he feel the same as I?

my dream last night was horrible...in that same place we were together...

only the quick glances made us closer...

i think this is goodbye...