5 and 500,000

we were barely 5 in the store...

and got 500k order...

so humbling and yet so grand...

sauna for two hours

it has been months since my last sauna...

i have been feeling  "not so perky" with my faucet dripping and I know water is wasted...

and dont have time to sit down on it...

the sauna helped...

happiness?

Joy is like sex - it begins and ends. 
I want pleasure. I want to be contended, but happiness?
I no longer fall into that trap.
by Paulo Coelho

flying away

there are times when I really wanted to fly...fly not too high...

just enough to be able to touch everyone or anything...lightly like a butterfly...

I sometimes want to crush my thoughts and just talk plainly pleasing other people...

but I always want expressing my true self...and I realize it is not popular...

people mistakenly understand your thoughts...

I want to fly very light like a butterfly...

I will deliver

Posing just before feeling bad yesterday.

I have been in this job for more than 2 years now.  Have I done well?  Have I contributed well enough?

I have to.  I will contribute. I will deliver.

a kiss

been feeling bad since yesterday...

that is how i am whenever I was not able to deliver well what i have to...

sometimes I think I am loved coz when I was so down...

I was surprised by my grandson's arrival...that kiss gave me more reason to move on...

my poem

I actually wrote this years ago.  i wrote  for someone and I happen to be feeling that same feeling years ago.

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another attempt to poetry

thoughts of you run fondly
but finding its way nowhere else

thoughts settle down now
cling deeply somewhere else

Rather find its way
to the depths of the heart of my soul!