Sunday, August 28, 2011

how to be a good nana?

Today my grandson made me feel great! We were at the mall and I was just silently observing him as he with Tito Karl enjoy that " animal ride". He was so excited but keeps his eyes on every move and turns. And when we decided to let him stay at the "playhouse" for an hour, he confidently played on his own and enjoyed the other kids in there.

Wow for a one year old and 3 months, he is so independent and does not mind the pressures around him. He enjoyed his one hour stay there while I keep on talking to my son (who is now in college) about focus and confidence.

So strange!
Today my grandson, baby zak made me feel great!


Thursday, August 11, 2011

my baby zak

A baby will make love stronger, days shorter, nights longer, bankroll smaller, home happier, clothes shabbier, the past forgotten and the future worth living for

ordinary day in my life

I am supposed to do some work but decided to drift.

I visited my blog because for so many months now, I was not able to write even a sentence. I missed expressing myself.

Hmmm I have so many things on my mind. But I want to think of now are my children. My eldest son Kaiser has gone to sleep. My other children, Angelo and Karlsen have not arrived yet from school. I am alone. I feel free when they are not around but I want them beside me. Such a complication!

I miss my grandson too whom I imagine to be a little bigger than the last time I saw him. He is an angel and even if I cannot afford to give him lots of gifts, there is the feeling of wanting to give and give.

My big bosses arrived and gave me some boosters. I felt really good to have them near me for some time because I thought I was being neglected. I just worked and worked. The presence inspired me once more.

It is another ordinary day in my life.