crying, feeling bad and later feeling good

I do not know why I am feeling bad.

I actually do not feel comfortable about feeling bad when I think there is no reason to feel that way.

Sometimes I also think I could really be selfish just wanting to feel good always. I am right in front of the computer and while writing this, my tears kept falling down my face without any really good reason to cry.

I haven't cried for the reason that has been bugging me since last week. And I think my body just recently responded to what I have feeling. I was sssooooooo busy that I forgot to cry last week.

This is crazy really but sometimes I like crying.

Just for the heck of crying to feel good after.