going through the knife

just the thought of it makes me squirm...

but I have to go through a procedure to get rid of what science call chronic thrombosis...mine is partial but the operation should ease something from my system...

let me see about that...

I did not realize some complications of its existence except for discomfort of seeing the bulging veins and its tolerable pain sometimes... by the way, I can wear short shorts even with those veins and the pain I am not fond of but I can tolerate...

anyway, I decided to go through this surgery to ease some flow...psychologically we all go through pain to see the light...