I am such a natural (extremely) silent and when with "loud" people...loud also... kind of a person. Well, some people who do not know me gets crazy around with me whenever I got those swings.
I have always been that way even when I was a kid. I remember enjoying the beach alone, staring nowhere and wondering always "what is there". But when some friends would join me, I could also be so wild with them running around the beach and kidding around.
I promise that I will be silent today. And I do hope that even if I get triggered, I won't be rattled. I want to practice calmness once more.
I think I forgot being calm for such a long time now. I have to.
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