with or without money

For a month now, I stopped counting money.

It is because there is nothing to count. I am however amazed that there is always some money to pay the bills at least until tomorrow.

I do not know how it feels to have lots of it. When my husband used to come home with lots of money, we still have a couple of fights. Without money, we also have a couple of fights.

With money we get lots of fun. Without money, we also got lots of fun.

What could be the money's significance then?

Would I be the same with lots of money? Will I love more or less with lots of money?

Money, money, money.

Sometimes I wish, there was another way for exchanging goods around.